考试后遗症

真糟糕，开始怀疑自己得了考试后遗症。
考试的最后一天，大家或许都有松一口气的感觉。
可是，本人并没有！
只觉得，怎么那么快，快得有点难以置信。
而且，现在一天没有动到书本，就会觉得浑身不自在。
总觉得好像对自己过意不去，一定要看一看或动一动那些书。
但是，坐在书桌前，又有一股意识要离开。
这种感觉从考试到现在一直持续，已经有四天了。
快把我给逼疯了！！
矛盾外加其他因素。。。
真的不知该怎么办？！
惨了，找不回还没考试之前的心情，怎么办？！
这个一点也不像之前的我。。。
之前的我到底去了哪里，快在我还没抓狂之前回来吧！
唉。。。。。。
（请不要打我或嘲笑，本人真的有这样的症状）
T.T

wuuhuu~~

Finally mid-term exam is over.
Can't believe it how I overcome dis 2 weeks time.
But, very happy bcz exam over ^^
No more exam, yeppi~~
2mrw skul celebrating teacher's day.
Having performance choir, so must go skul perform.
Haiz.....
Anyway, here 2 wish all the teacher,

"HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY" ^^

back to zero

4 days exam, make me so suffered. Still left 3days, hope faster over. I need REST! N more time to study. Ya, I always study last minute. Dat's why now suffering. Haiz. Somemore each paper 3 hours!

First day PA exam, I think my essay especially laras sains a bit out ad. Graph, no need think sure I spoiled it! Haiz... Pn. Tun told us about da marks of objective kenegaraan. So surprise I got 48/60. It's a good news 4 me. ^^ 2nd day is mikro paper, is one of da tough paper. At da begining, I tot I will fnsh da paper early. Dat's y I wrote it 'slow and steady'. But after dat, started 2 regret! Bcz not enough time 2 let me fnsh. Feel so stupid y I din read fnsh da whole question paper! Den started 'gan jiong' here n there, cnnt think anymore, again I spoiled da paper. T.T 3rd days is our lovely teacher, Pn. Gel's paper, perniagaan. When got da question paper, I feel wanna scream n run away. Da first word come out of my mind are, 'walao eh, I goin 2 die!' Bahagian A almost all da question I din study. So just focus in bahagian B, essay part. Haiz. When finished da paper, all of us oso said, "Pn. Gel 'xin ji zhong' come out da question all like dis." Haiz. 2day is da geografi fizikal, da subject I hate da most bcz no matter how many times I study still cnnt understand wat da book try 2 say. Luckily, Pn. Razilah told us all da question tips dat coming out in last minutes. All of us studied like hell in da last minutes. N I think is okay 4 me ( I think so ) bcz last minute studied.
Dis few days bcz of exam, maked me so tired always slept in 12 o 1 smthn. Not bcz of study but read novels. Lol. Especially in perniagaan paper dat day, cnnt think anything! Dat's y I spoiled another paper---- din study + cnnt think. Haiz. After da paper, went bck n slept. 2day, I wake up late!! Da first thing I did after saw da time was not rushed 2 da toilet but 2 find watch. Bcz I tot my hp is spoil. Haha...

After dis need study again. Haiz. But still left 3 days. Yeah!!

exam 19th-27th May...

2mrw is da exam. Every1 study until goin 2 becme mad. Lol. But, it's true. There's so many subjects need study. Haiz. Can't wait 2 fnsh da exam den go n play around. Haha... Later need study again. I'm here bcz juz wanna nagging smthn. So sori dat waste ur time 2 read it. Lol.

*hey, wish me luck 4 my exam. After exam find 1 day v cme out go watch movee o watever gathering. Da most important thing is I wan cme out n play. Haha...

STUDY, STUDY AND STUDY......

protect ur friends n urself

2day after skul, normally v will take bus 2 tuition. Same as 2day, v walked 2 da bus station after skul. When v across over da road, me n yee lin saw a malay fat guy walked up 2 da stairs there. Den v juz followed him walked up bcz bus station is over there. Duno y da malay feller turn bck n walked down n he walked bsides us 2 went down. Suddenly, v heard some1 shouted. When v turn back n looked at it, v saw amira look like get shocked. Firstly I tot got snake over there. But I'm wrong. Bcz dat malay feller moless amira! Omg!! First time I met dis kind of situation, I juz stared at there looking dat feller take his motor n run away. I din even remember his number of motor although I saw it. Dat time I was so sked n my feeling very complicated. I reali can't imagine if dat kind of situation happen on me. I started flying my mind n bcme blank juz looked at yee lin n yong fong comfort amira. Bcz I'm da 1 hu always walk here 2 take bus go back! I know here always lack of people n very quiet. Dat's y I start 2 worry. Dis kind of people how u will realise them?! They din write on their face state dat they're metamophorsis. Da only way v can do r protect ourself n ur friends too...

change the way u r

2day, Pn. Gel gave her speech again. "U need 2 change da way u r", dis few words still inside my mind. Ya, I need 2 change. But, I still not yet find da way 2 change my mind. Mid-term exam is coming soon, all da teacher enter class n start nagging pls study lah, u need 2 read more lah, watever lah... They din realise dat act v oso wan study but cnnt find dat kind of motivation. Y ar?! Everytime, Pn. Gel fnsh her speech, I hv da motivation but dun hv da action. Pn. Gel always said smthn very meaningful. I like da way she think. Very mature n far. (as long as I cnnt think until dat way) When onli I find da key dat can open my mind 2 another way?! I still finding, hope I can find it b4 my STPM...

duno wat suppose I do

I feel wanna quit from da activity. But, people choose u bcz they trust u n think u can do it. Dat's y I stuck in there. Sometime I think dis is my responsible I should do it, but when do it, u will feel like y every1 like dat de?! If I dun care bout them, after dis activity I need 2 do a report 2 give Su Min. Wat 2 write?! Sure blank. Haiz... Now, I can do is calm down n talk 2 them. I hope dis is useful. If not u will c 1 xiao po shouting here n there. Lol. Especially da members hu din attend 4 da meeting b4. If they continue like dis I reali duno wat happen later on. Oso da ketua, pls dun be so stubborn n arrogant. Somemore I m ur senior. Pls dun think u're in here many years so u're only da senior. If I wanna scold u all, da 1st wan kena will be u. Da reason y I dun wan say so much I respect u as a ketua. But, if u dun wan listen 2 our suggestion, I think I need 2 take action.
(above passage r talk 2 myself, I reali sked I will out of control...)

2day went 2 my aunt's house. Saw da baby hu take care by my aunt. She's so cute. I heard they said she's overweight. But, is ok lah baby always need more food 2 grow up ma.

da baby with my sister. C her face, so funny...

finally she smile =)

problem problem....

2day is my muet speaking test. V're da 5th group went into da exam hall, so horrible. Yesterday, I still played fool around bcz I dun wanna think too much bout dat. But when dis morning I woke up, I started 2 tension n worried dis n dat. Feel so stupid, haha... When look through da question, I feel like --- "phiew, luckily da question is simple". Started task A, I did 1 mistake. I 4get 2 talk slow n steady but talked too fast n da time not yet fnsh. Dat time, I was stucked n blank. Feel so regret y I talk so fast. Den juz let da time passed over... When task B, 3 of us need 2 do a discussion bout da topic. Francis n Jessica keep on throw da question on me. I was so shocked, n keep on praying them dun throw da question 2 again bcz I got no point 2 say ad. So glad 2 heard dat examiners said, " ok, conclude ur discussion." Thank god, it's over...

After da speaking test, is our mid-term exam nxt tuesday. N yet I still blogging here. Hoho... Got no mood 2 study le. So many subject pa, mikro, makro, pp1 & 2, geo manusia & fizikal. Haiz, pity me. 2mrw not goin skul. Of course ponteng lah, I very 'guang ming zheng da' 2 announce with u all dat " I'm playing truant". No lah, act need start study ad. I know I very 'su la'...

I still facing another problem. I involve an activity call 'mini cinema'. Pity me, I'm da secretary of da activity. So I keep on giving out my ideas as much as possible I can bcz I need 2 do a proposal, dis is my job. But, there's a lot of problem. First, team members do not cooperate well. Everytime v ask them 2 meeting, everytime it won't be full attendence. "No transport lah, got tuition lah, I duno lah, bla bla bla..." Everytime facing dis kind of problem, I reali wan 2 say bad words 2 all da team members, including da ketua oso. Talk bout da ketua, make me more angry. Bcz v decided put 4 days 2 do da activity. But v onli hv 2 movies. I decide 2 add on movies like 2 do 4 days put different movies. But da ketua REJECT my idea! I dun understand y she wanna reject it. So, I keep on argue with her n nagging bside her. U knw wat she say ar? She said, "I sked dun hv people watch it." (bcz I wanna put "Bolt" n "Madagascar 2") N bcz v using msn 2 do our discussion. She somemore said, " U ask me on9 bcz of dis kind of things?!". It's look like I wasting her time n argue dis kind of non-sense with her. I feel so frastruated 2 them ad. 2day, I told my friends bout dis. So glad they support my idea n make me wanna go n argue with my ketua again. Especially thanx 2 Dharu, Jessica n Yee Lin. TQ so much 2 them bcz they willing 2 lend me their ears 2 listen my problem n giving me their suggestion n opinion. Thanx a lot, I reali appreciate it...

* Juz now thanx 2 pei wen tought me some skills. TQ so much...
Actually I m not blaming someone just wanna shout it out my problem...
Sorry if I hurt anyone.......

happy mother's day

v bought a card bout mother's day. Nowadays, card oso can cost so expensive. But, every1 willing 2 buy it. They will say, 'once in a year ma'. Lol.

Dat card cost our RM 5.50! Although da card is full of colour but it is nthn inside. Haiz...

Nxt time do it ourself more better. But I knw I won't do it bcz of lazy. Hahaha...

Here 2 say dat again, 'happy mother's day' 2 my mum...

hope she can healthy 4ever n smile always...

dis is da card...

full with our wishes inside...

nxt time should think bout selling da festival card mayb can earn a lot. Bcz every1 willing 2 spend their money 2 buy it although da card is expensive. Hahaha......

*2mrw is my muet speaking test. Wish me luck, guys...

v've won 3rd prize from da competition!!

omg, can't believe v ad won n get 3rd prize from choir competition in daerah klang...

wahaha...... Although v practice such a long time but it's still worth 2 us...

when they announced 'SMK TENGKU AMPUAN RAHIMAH' , every1 shouted like mad n rush up 2 da stage n received our trophy. Dat time da situation was so kelam-kabut, very funny... Especially aisha, mayure, sarah da gang... omg! They were so mad, keep on shouting cheering here n there, until came bck 2 skul! reali goin 2 faint...

Most funny is thien hwei n li wen... Both of them keep on praying b4 they announced da 3rd prize. Lol... Most happy sure is cherylyn lah, thanx her so patient 2 teach us dis 'monkey' team, I mean every1... hahaha......

when rehearsal in dewan makan, I look so pale

2 of them forced by me 2 take photo, c Jessica's face... =p

Jessica & me

Jessica, Yee Lin, me...

*Dato Hamzah skul canteen so big, but got no fan! It's so hot da weather. Our make up is goin 2 melt by sweating. N still wearing da high heels borrowed frm kit yeng. It's so high n make my feet so painful. omg...... (tortured meee......)

is coming......

choir competition will be held in 2mrw, I still ate mcdonald 2day.
If Cherylyn saw it sure kena scold by her =p But vry nervous le...
duno wat can I do now, somemore I standing infront n middle ( but not da most middle ) of da constructor...
sked I will do any mistake, always 4get bout 'kimchi', n da movement, lyrics.... omg!!
There's so many things, duno I can handle it o not...
hope I can do it as well as I can... gambateh!!
hoping 2mrw my voice won't gone o any changes, pls...